My Vice

You are probably wondering why the hell I am putting a picture of my TV and couch as a representation of "My Vice".  The answer to your question is: I use these two wonderful items as an excuse to do absolutely nothing but lay and watch junk TV.  I back out of social plans to watch reruns of murder mystery shows.  I use the excuse that I have worked all day and I am tired as a reason to watch TV and get in my pjs.  How is this a vice?  Well, when I was thinking about what to write for today, I realized that it's not very easy to admit your vices, your faults.  And then when I really started thinking about it, I don't do much.  I don't smoke weed.  I might have a drink or two a week, but it doesn't overpower my life, I try my hardest not to lie and when I do, I feel guilty enough to admit the truth.  So when all is said is done, using these two items as an excuse to not do anything, to not be social, to not sew, to not write or read, to me is my biggest vice.  But, for now I will keep using it as an excuse because it's my safe zone and after everything I have been through the past year, I deserve a little bit of slack to do nothing.